Writing for release

I guess Ive been dreading coming back to my blog and starting to write again, sometimes I feel that writing opens up too many emotions within me and makes me look deeper than I sometimes want to look at whats happening around me or how I feel about where I am or what I am doing.

Its the 23rd of November, the 23rd of bloody November, where has the other ten months of the year gone? I have so much news to catch up on, if not for you, for myself, as I write I hope that it will help me to remember all that has happened in the last few months, both good and bad.

My words do not yet easily flow, not as they have done in the past, they are getting caught, being trapped inside me, but it is time to release them, I feel that now it is a time of great change and growth and realisation. I have so much to be grateful for and a life full of endless possibilities that would be the envy of many.

Prepare for the words, for once the flow starts, there will be many.